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Of course it’s going to rain tomorrow.
Naturally the weatherman says there will be downpours all morning, the very same morning that I’m scheduled to fly out to Colorado.
The idea of flying isn’t terrifying enough for me; oh, no, I had to have a monsoon rolling into town when I take off into the sky.
“Saturday will be a good day to stay in bed,” the meteorologist on NY1 said yesterday.
If only, pal, if only.
I’m taking a third run at visiting my brother and his family in Colorado, the last two attempts having been scrubbed due to illness and hideous weather.
I’m hoping the third time will really be a charm, but the pre-travel agita is gnawing at me something fierce.
I’m worried about the flight, about the drive to the airport. I’m worried I’ll forget something or that there’ll be something wrong with my plane ticket.
I’m worried about things that I can’t even name.
My mind is on total recall, dredging up all the mistakes and missteps I made in the last 20 years.
Now Boarding...
It’s amazing to see how this twisted mechanism automatically springs into action whenever I’m stressed out.
The trick is recognizing this destructive behavior and redirecting the energy for good instead of insanity.
I don’t like change; it’s really that simple. I’m uncomfortable with changing my routine even it’s for something good, even if the routine is driving me to distraction.
I know I should be excited about the trip and at some point I know I will be, but right now there’s a lot of static in my brain.
I saw a young woman emerging from the subway the other day with a t-shirt reading “Disrupt All Things.” It sounds like one of those sayings that’s easier to recite than it is to actually put into motion.
I went to mass at Trinity Church today and after the service I asked Rev. Mark to give me a blessing for my travels.
God love him, he actually put his hand on my beautiful bald head and made the sign of the Cross over me.
It was so comforting I was able to relax for a little while.
I have be to up early tomorrow so I’ll be going to bed soon and I’ll try to get some sleep.
In the morning, I’ll get up, take my bags and Rev. Mark’s blessing, and head off into the clouds.
My blog posting and blog reading will be spotty over the next few weeks. Take care, blog on, and I’ll catch up with you all very soon.
Disrupt all things…
The idea of flying isn’t terrifying enough for me; oh, no, I had to have a monsoon rolling into town when I take off into the sky.
“Saturday will be a good day to stay in bed,” the meteorologist on NY1 said yesterday.
If only, pal, if only.
I’m taking a third run at visiting my brother and his family in Colorado, the last two attempts having been scrubbed due to illness and hideous weather.
I’m hoping the third time will really be a charm, but the pre-travel agita is gnawing at me something fierce.
I’m worried about the flight, about the drive to the airport. I’m worried I’ll forget something or that there’ll be something wrong with my plane ticket.
I’m worried about things that I can’t even name.
My mind is on total recall, dredging up all the mistakes and missteps I made in the last 20 years.
Now Boarding...
It’s amazing to see how this twisted mechanism automatically springs into action whenever I’m stressed out.
The trick is recognizing this destructive behavior and redirecting the energy for good instead of insanity.
I don’t like change; it’s really that simple. I’m uncomfortable with changing my routine even it’s for something good, even if the routine is driving me to distraction.
I saw a young woman emerging from the subway the other day with a t-shirt reading “Disrupt All Things.” It sounds like one of those sayings that’s easier to recite than it is to actually put into motion.
I went to mass at Trinity Church today and after the service I asked Rev. Mark to give me a blessing for my travels.
God love him, he actually put his hand on my beautiful bald head and made the sign of the Cross over me.
It was so comforting I was able to relax for a little while.
I have be to up early tomorrow so I’ll be going to bed soon and I’ll try to get some sleep.
In the morning, I’ll get up, take my bags and Rev. Mark’s blessing, and head off into the clouds.
My blog posting and blog reading will be spotty over the next few weeks. Take care, blog on, and I’ll catch up with you all very soon.
Disrupt all things…
Comments
Also, coming back to Philly from Florida we had weather conditions similar to tomorrow (heavy rain and stormy skies) so I thought the takeoff was going to be bumpy and rough, but it wasn't at all. It was so smooth.
Have a faaabulous time on your vacation, buddy! Know that you will be missed these next few weeks, so we'll be eagerly anticipating your return and sharing stories and photos.
Happy Journey to you!
Take care, buddy, and we'll catch up soon!
I hope you have a great vacation.
Saying a prayer for a safe trip for you and a relaxing time with family.
Have arrived safely in Colorado! I'll update when possible!
Take care!
"Some of my best memories are from going outside of that routine and I'm always happy once I'm in the middle of it..."
How true, Stephanie, how true!
I'm here in Colorado just enjoying the newness of the place! So glad I broke my routine!
Take care!
Since I'm not a seasoned flyer, I empathize. I always kiss the ground when I've arrived. Not that I've had the worst experiences, I haven't. Most of it is in my mind. But nervewracking, nonetheless.
I hope you're having a wonderful vacation, Rob! Sincerely, Petra :))
Take care!
Hi, there! Nice to meet you, too, and thanks so much for stopping by!
I'm so glad you survived your climb in Scotland! Most of worse experiences in flying--and life in general--have been in my mind!
I loved your photo on Ron's blog, btw!
Take care!
I don't fly well, but not for fears of the flight or forgetting things, etc., but for motion sickness reasons. Not that I'd be off jet-setting right now if I didn't have vertigo issues but it will be easier... say after my future lottery win. ;)
Neat photo of your cliff dwelling adventures in NM.
And I made sure to wave when I flew over you guys! :)